"I tend to horde food to eat later in the evening and put on weight"
Hello, I read some of the emails and found your response to be fantastic. So here goes........
I would love to know what does this mean. I am not obsessed but I do find myself wanting to lose weight. I lost about 20 pounds in March 2003. I felt great. I have gained about 7 pounds back. I am working on losing another 15 pounds. My problem is I tend to eat after 8:00pm. My recent barrier is at the front desk there is ALWAYS some type of food. I horde the food. I will take maybe 7 or 8 pieces of candy or chocolate and put them somewhere to eat later. Someone told me I may have in my past life starved or was without food.
What do you think?
Hi - when people eat, often, in a sort of compulsive way, it is to deal with anxiety and nervousness. Your issue seems to have to deal with inferiority. When you find yourself hording food, or needing to eat, you need to ask yourself: "Do I have inferiority up?"
If you do, then you need to give yourself love and appreciation and reassurance. Believing oneself to be inferior is a false belief, as we are all made from the Divine Essence, right? No snowflake is inferior to any other, true? Each is unique and beautiful in its own special way.
It would be good for you to use and order the pale violet Aura-Soma quintessence called St. Germain, which is to transform negative energies into positive ones. You can order it at aurasoma@gvtc.com. This essence helps one to detach from things that seem to have a hold on one.
Blessings, Ayal
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