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Preface by Eric Parker
Foreword by Rev. B. A. Lester, B.A.
(Oxon)
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Part
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XLIX
Note on the Insurrection by E. B. Gibbes

PREFACE
READERS who remember Miss Geraldine Cummins's book, The
Childhood of Jesus, published twelve years ago, will know what to
expect in this later narrative, The Manhood of Jesus. Other
readers, perhaps new comers, will find here in a transcript of
strange beauty, the vision of a youthful manhood spent in
Palestine; of a Life in the open air, of plain and mountain,
desert and flowering valley; of years spent among companions
differing in outlook and character, some of them enemies of their
fellow creatures, others ascetic and holy; all of them influenced
by one Life of love and succour, lighted by an inner radiance not
of the kingdoms of men.
As with The Childhood of Jesus, so in this later book, the
surroundings are of plain men and women living in countryside and
town, among sights common and rare, workers of differing trades
and creeds; and through and among whom moves the Figure able to
rouse or quieten the minds of fellow mortals about Him. So,
through the years the Life passes by road and waste, peopled by
merchants, fishermen, outlaws; in the treetops flit "birds that
wore yellow sunstained wings"; in the dark move grey shapes of
wolves; till the serene Life moves on to fate foreknown. With the
Life yet continuing the book ends.
ERIC PARKER

FOREWORD
by
THE REV. B. A. LESTER, B.A. (Oxon)
THE picture that is given in the story that follows of sundry
events in the human life of the Son of God, elsewhere unrecorded,
is at once intensely beautiful and intensely thought-provoking.
Many an artist, dramatist and writer of historical romance, both
in ancient and modern times, has sought to portray features and
incidents in that supreme life which the evangelists have left to
the wondering speculation and reverent imagination of future
generations. Such portrayals have not been without value. Where
they have been based on reverence they have inspired reverence and
where they have been based on intelligent historical intuition
they have inspired a deeper interest and a keener study of the
factual setting of the world's greatest and most vital drama. And
who that believes in a spiritual world at all, can deny that
intuition and reverence may at times be unconsciously guided by
some flash from an unseen source along the paths of truth?
The profound reverence that is shown for the central figure of
this story, entitles the work to a respect from the Christian
reader proportionate to the interest and enjoyment that its
reading will evoke.
For enjoyment and thought-provoking interest there
is&emdash;and in abundance. We are carried away by the vivid sense
of human drama and the beauty of the poetic imagery and vision.
Moreover, many of the scenes and incidents are historically
suggestive. What was the real motive that led to the betrayal by
Judas? Can any of the many suggested answers to this question fit
in better with the narrative presented by the evangelists than the
passionate, militant nationalism here portrayed? And though less
closely interwoven with available historical records&emdash;there
is much food for thought in the beautiful and dramatic picture of
our Lord's early visit to St. John the Baptist while the latter
was observing a retreat of silence before his active mission in
the wilderness, and in that other dramatic picture describing life
in an Essene community.
The early pages of the story deal with the family life at
Nazareth and link up closely with a former book&emdash;one also of
great beauty&emdash;published under the name of The Childhood of
Jesus.
But there are images in the following narrative which convey a
vivid sense of memories not of this age and not born in the "Isles
of the West."
St. John the Baptist, after a solemn hush of expectation, so it
is recorded, "broke the silence as a man breaks bread." Would such
an image occur to a western mind? But, once we think of the
"Unleavened Bread" of the Passover&emdash;and its form&emdash;a
large hard, thin disc which, in the hush of a solemn gathering,
would break with a resounding snap&emdash;the dramatic fitness of
the image becomes startling indeed.
The book here presented to the public will be enjoyed for its
beauty and will provoke deep thought in all who think at all.
Above all, it will arouse that sense of the abiding mystery of
things which the world to-day needs as a starving man needs
food.
For the civilization that has lost its sense of wonder has lost
its soul&emdash;and who shall say that its body may not follow it
into destruction?

PART ONE
CHAPTER I
WHEN Jesus had reached the stature of manhood and the age of
twenty-two years, he parted from Heli, the Outcast, taking
sorrowful leave of him. For several seasons these two had been
together going on journeys or living with the wandering tribes in
the wilderness. And all this while Heli had been as a watchful
elder brother to the youth. But they might not remain together,
for Heli believed that, though love cherishes it can also
overshadow. Thus came the parting. Heli turned his face eastwards
and Jesus went northwards.
It was stiff in the first season of the year and the desert was
parched and bare, the hot sand blowing hither and thither, the sun
strong in its cruelty and might. But in Galilee all living things
rejoiced, birds sang, trees put on green garments, the lake smiled
and lilies of the field opened to the light. So, as Jesus told
James at a later time, his gladness overflowed, his mind
perceiving home and that season of gracious flowering in Galilee.
He was Son of Man as well as Son of God; and as is the way with
those who have dwelled in far places a long while, his spirit fled
before him to his own country. Wherefore he was of good heart as
he passed through the fiery furnace across that desolate land.
The sun shoots down many thousands of fiery arrows upon the
travellers in those wastes, the jackals cry at night and, when
they are hungry, have beset the wanderer who dwells in a
loneliness that is like no other on earth.
The Son of Mary had known loneliness in his youth when pressed
about by a multitude in the streets of Jerusalem or when face to
face with the crafty Scribe of Nazareth. But here, on this his
first journey alone in the wilderness, he was wholly at peace,
walking daily with his Heavenly Father&emdash;his Father being in
that blessed time within him and without.
So, when the jackals came seeking their meat and to his
resting-place in the night hours, he did but rise and smile upon
them, and they gave him greeting of their own kind. Then they drew
back and made a circle round the stranger.
He slept and they watched by him all the night. Only when day
broke swiftly did hunger draw them away from the One they, though
dumb beasts, had perceived was Master, and elsewhere they sought
their prey.
In spite of hardships and weariness Jesus was glad, and the
gladness went with him even when he crossed the desert borders and
came into Judaea.
It was only on the second day of his entering that land that
trouble and the shadow of things to come passed across his spirit
like a wandering mist.
* * * * *
Evening was gathering, rain falling among the windy hills. To a
traveller from the southern deserts they were comfortless and even
perilous because of the robbers and the wolves that come out of
their dens at sunset seeking their prey. But neither the hardships
of the time nor the menace of the desolate heights oppressed
Jesus. He was uplifted in spirit in spite of his weariness.
Shelter must be found from the coiling vapour and from the cold.
Perceiving a cave above him he left the path and climbed among
great rocks. Almost he had reached the level place that fronted
the mouth of the cave, when the emptiness of that world of torn
valleys and giant hills was changed. There came the cry of wild
beasts upon the wind, and where there had been no living thing a
man stood&emdash;even in the hollow at the entrance, to the
shelter Jesus sought.
Grey shapes crept from behind the boulders. They were wolves,
fierce and eager, seeking the stranger that they might devour him.
Jesus did not carry a staff, he was without defense. Nor did he
bend down to pick up stones as shepherds in those hills have done
in past times, thinking in vain to frighten these beasts that,
when hunger is theirs, may not be stayed by any fear from their
desire.
But perfect love casts out desire, and in the presence of
perfect love these wolves were, it appeared, stricken, desire
perishing and awe quietening hunger, allaying thirst for blood.
Jesus gazed upon them, raising his hands, making the sign of
benediction, and they were holden.
Not one of those beasts leaped upon the traveller. All laid
themselves down about him and lifted up their heads, once more
crying out in their own speech. But it was not the wolf-cry of
hunger, it was the cry of friendly greeting, as one brother may
greet another.
Jesus stood there for a small while and spoke to them from his
heart. And though the sounds were shaped in the tongue of man and
not in the speech of beasts, they were not moved to anger, but in
answer bayed their delight. The rocks echoed it, the small
creatures hidden in holes came out from them because of that
strange clamour.
Then indeed Jesus was a man of light, radiant light, gaiety on
his lips, pure contentment flowing from him to the wolves and the
circle of rocks and the wild birds that gathered about his
head.
He advanced across the level place towards a man who leaped
forward, making sips to the wolves, making their own sounds. But
his was the command that is given only by the elder wolf to his
brethren. It was his fear for the life of the traveller that led
him thus to seek to stay the course of the wild beasts.
Jesus smiled. Being fearless, it made his heart merry to
perceive the hermit's trouble for his sake. Now the hermit was of
great stature, long and lean, and he stood a cubit above the youth
as they looked into each other's face. Then the traveller began to
speak the words of his request for shelter, but suddenly he ceased, for
the shadow of things to come lay between these two men. It fell
darkly, oppressively, as in the hour before the heavens open and
lightning smites the earth.
Jesus was shaken. He could not govern himself in that time; his
soul was filled with anguish. He knew not whence this trouble
came. The knowledge was holden from him that this hermit would one
day stand beside still waters and show him the road he must
follow.
Light had not yet failed on that cliff that hung above the
stony valley. And it seemed that this Holy Man, standing there in
the last radiance of sunset, was the elder by ten years of these
two. Yet they were the one age. But the hermit, clad only in
sackcloth, was hairy in the body. No blade had ever hewn off the
long beard or the hairs that grew upon his breast. He was stem of
countenance, and in all his bearing showed a resolution, a temper
of mind that was like the hard metals of the mountains which
nought may bend or break.
Only slowly did Jesus perceive these things as he came out of
the trouble of the storm that had shaken his soul. Then in peace
but in sadness he followed the hermit into the cave.
A rushlight burnt in that dim place and a parchment lay beside
the fight as if it had been cast down in haste. It was a copy of
the Holy Book, a rare treasure that declared its owner to be one
of God's people.
Now Jesus had eaten only a few berries in the past two days.
Wherefore his spirit failing, he asked for food. Then the hermit
placed parched lentils and a crust of bread upon a rock. But when
Jesus would eat his host plucked at his coat with a glance of
reproof. For it seemed that Jesus, by reason of his faintness
mayhap, offended against the Law which ordains that the faithful
wash their hands before they sit at meat. Making a sign to the
youth, the Holy Man led him to a pool wherein he bathed himself.
Afterwards he returned to the table that was a rock and ate and
was filled.
The wind called, the wolves cried without the cave, and the
Holy Man went forth, making the sounds familiar to these beasts,
silencing them. But when he returned to his guest he did not
answer his talk, he gazed upon him searchingly. It might have
seemed that he was dumb if it had not been for the sharp fierce
cries he had uttered in the language of the wolves. So Jesus
divined that his host was one of those who had entered into the
Great Silence. For as he knelt in prayer he spoke no words, though
his hands were clasped, his lips moved, and his eyes were raised
as if to the Ruler of Heaven and Earth.
The spirit of sadness had not deserted Jesus. He was still cast
down, his heart failing in the presence of one whom he revered;
one who, it seemed, bore with him the menace of the coming years.
But even as he prayed he, too, was shaken, caught in his strong
desire for his God.
"The Father is in me and I am in Him," said Jesus, who divined
that for this man there was no easy welding of his being with God
the Father. Nay, it was a wrestle, at times a fierce striving for
him to come to that serenity when the soul, filled with light,
knows the peace ineffable.
Jesus repeated: "God the Father is in me and I am in Him."
Again there came no answer. But the hermit's trembling ceased.
The beads of sweat no longer stood upon his brow, he straightened
out his limbs, and they were at rest.
Then looking upon this stern, strange man, Jesus loved him; and
glad in that love, he spoke words that came from the very fount of
his being.
Our Father which art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom come,
Thy Will be fulfilled on earth as it is in Thy Heaven."
Never had Jesus spoken this prayer before; he found it in that
hour while in the presence of this nameless hermit of the
hills.
Astonishment changed the countenance of the Holy Man, but even
now he did not speak, though his lips moved as if they would question the youth. In a little while
they closed again. Once more he went into the Great
Silence&emdash;this time without struggle or pain, finding God's
peace.
Jesus lay down to rest, his soul still somewhat shadowed by the
token this man's presence offered to his spirit, by a dark riddle
he might not read even in the quiet of that lonely night.
But sleep is an awakening. Men slumber while they live another
life afterwards forgotten. Nevertheless, at rare times there can
be remembrance of that state that lies beyond death and pain.
Jesus dreamed a dream. He saw an old man standing before an
altar burning incense, and an angel stood beside this priest.
Wherefore the priest perceiving him, cast himself down and was
afraid. The angel bade the old man be without fear, and told him
that his wife Elisabeth, who was now well stricken in years, would
bear a son, and his name was&emdash;Here the sound of that name
slipped past the hearing of the dreamer, so that he knew it not.
But other words followed that spoke of the life of the babe that
Elisabeth would conceive.
"He shall come in the power and spirit of Elias and shall go
before the face of the Lord to prepare his ways, to turn the
fathers to the children and the hearts of the disobedient to the
wisdom of the just."
Other sayings of the angel flowed into the dreamer's soul; and
when the Messenger of the Highest had made an end there was
darkness on the face of the dream. But in a little while it
passed, and Jesus gazed upon a young woman, beautiful as no other
was beautiful, pure as no other was pure. He knew her to be great
above all women, but again her name was holden from his
understanding. And even as he strove to find the remembrance that
was his of that face, it was snatched away and he stood in the
room of a house in the hill country of Judaea.
There came to his ears the name of Elisabeth, and his eyes fell
upon one who sat weaving, whose hair was grey, her face showing
the lines of age, and she was with child.
Zacharias, her husband, knelt apart in a corner. Though he
prayed, no sound came from his lips, and later, when he rose and
his wife set bread and meat before him, he did not speak to her,
showing only his needs by signs.
It was towards evening when that young woman of Galilee entered
the room and called Elisabeth by the name of cousin; and on the
utterance of her gentle salutation all in that room changed
instantly and strangely. Those present fell back, making a circle
about these two mothers, the one so old, the other so young in
years. But in spite of her youth the marks of past pain and
hardship had set their seal upon her brow and mouth. Nevertheless
her face shone, and before its light the people bowed their
heads.
"Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy
womb."
Then the dream was shaken as the waters of a pool are troubled.
And when stillness came upon its face again, the woman who was so
young and it would seem so ignorant, lifted up her voice, and hers
was a song of glory, a song of prophecy that bore a truth which
was and is and shall be for all time, a truth that illumined the
understanding of the dreamer.
"How came she by it?" he asked.
A voice made answer: "The words of that psalm are secret words
put into the mouth of this woman by the Holy Ghost."
And at the ending of the song the witnesses ran out of that
house and noised abroad the glad tidings concerning these two
women, the promise and the glory. But they remained alone
together, and the elder woman fetched water and washed the feet of
the traveller. Then they spoke with one another, and thus
speaking, passed from the sight of the dreamer who, climbing down
the dark heights of sleep, found himself in the cave, opening his
eyes to the light of early day.
And he perceived the hermit's kneeling figure as it had been
when he fell asleep. But now no shadow of the menacing years lay
between them, joy and perfect peace held Jesus in their hold. Even
as the wings of a bird the vision of the night bore him upwards, so that the
Kingdom of Heaven lived within him, yet it did not abide within
the dark man who knelt, patiently waiting and praying in the
dimness of that cave.
As he lay there and considered the dream, Jesus was perplexed.
He did not know that the things he had seen had come to
pass&emdash;that in the region beyond pain and death they were
written and were for ever.

CHAPTER II
JESUS was in two minds. One mind drew him towards Galilee, his
Mother, Mary Clophas and his cousins, the other would keep him on
this bare hill in the company of the hermit who was like no other
man he had encountered in his life before.
But his wish for Galilee was the stronger, and he yielded to
it. So in the early day while still the valleys were dark he rose
up and spoke the words of farewell.
The hermit frowned and made signs of command to his guest that
he should abide in that cave and surrender his wish for the road.
But Jesus persisted, inasmuch as his own place called him. Then
the Holy Man made signs of entreaty that he should stay, and there
was sorrow in his eyes and humility in his whole bearing. Gentle
and courteous, the young man could not refuse the elder, who
seemed in that hour lonely and in need; his sternness, his
harshness seeking that kindness which overflowed from the
stranger.
Thus it came to pass that the road was not sought on that day.
Jesus washed himself in the pool, and then followed the Holy Man
out of the cave and along a slit in the cliff that passed across
the face of a precipice. And after a little while they came to a
small piece of earth which had been watered by the night's
vapours. This was the hermit's garden, and the two worked in it
until the sun was high in the heavens.
Then they returned to the cave and the hermit served his guest
with the best that he had to offer&emdash;a portion of wild honey
and locusts as his meat.
When they had eaten, the hermit prayed in silence and
afterwards slept for an hour or more. It was his custom to keep vigil all the night, so in the hour of noon deep
was his slumber. Jesus watched by him and knew him to be bound to
his strange dream. But he could not read the riddle of
it&emdash;only he was glad.
So when the Holy Man roused up and went out into the open where
he knelt and prayed, Jesus went forth also. But Jesus did not
abide in silence, and sought in song to tell of his joy to the
Father. His voice no longer made music like the flute. It was
gentle and deep as the sound of the waves that play upon the
Galilean shore. And the dumb creatures gathered and listened and
even the rocks of that wild place would seem to hearken to the
psalm:
Praise the Lord, praise O ye servants of the Lord.
Praise His Name.
Blessed be the name of the Lord from this time forth for
evermore.
From the rising up of the sun unto the going down of the same
the Lord's Name is to be praised."
In that hour Jesus was again a man of light, a man of joy. Not
even the sombre hermit could withstand that delight in praise and
song. Indeed, he broke the habit of his life and prayed no more;
he rose up and stood leaning against a rock, watching the singer,
listening to his melody.
Of a sudden he wept, but his were tears as precious as water in
a desert, and they allayed that dryness that had oppressed his
soul. Until sunset he remained at ease, the hours customarily
given over to prayer and meditation passing idly by. So, as was
related by one of his disciples in the after-time, he did not seek
God on that day, yet God came to him fully, wholly, as He had
never come in such sureness before.
This was the first miracle wrought by Jesus in the years of his
manhood. And when telling of it to his disciples, the Holy Man
spoke of his own doubt at the end of that day lest he had yielded
to the demon of idleness. But in that time he looked on the face
of Jesus, and he knew that he had in no way offended.
For three days these men lived the one life, sharing all
things. The hermit did not break his vow of silence, though as hath been declared, he was sorely tempted to speak
with the stranger, to ask him many questions, to discover his
home, so that they might meet again when the time of his vow of
silence was accomplished.
But strong was the resolution, unbreakable a promise made by
this great spirit. So, though these two were in communion, yet, to
each, the other was a mystery.
Nevertheless, Galilee called. Its call was sweet as the first
bird's song at sunrise. It might not be ignored. When, therefore,
on the third day noon was passed and Jesus had sung a psalm of
thanksgiving to his Father, he, too, for a while went into the
Great Silence. Before he came out of it the shadows were dark in
the valleys and light, clearer, purer, than at noon seemed to wash
all those heights, so that though barren, they shone, they
rejoiced. In that still time Jesus said:
"While with thee I have taken thought for the morrow. But from
henceforth I shall not take thought for it, inasmuch as the road
is now open before me."
The Holy Man bowed his head, showing thus that he hearkened to
his brother. And Jesus continued:
"There are two ways of life for the seekers of truth in our
generation. The first is chosen by one of thy temper of soul. Such
a man lives in the Great Silence, speaking to none of his kind, at
rare times holding speech with birds and beasts who are innocent
of the knowledge of good and evil. Through fasting and prayer,
through wrestling of the spirit he seeks the truth, the way and
the life. All this is preparation. But there are as many demons in
the wilderness as there are in the towns. Yea, it is said that the
wilderness is the place of demons. Wherefore only a strong soul
may dwell in it and in the Great Silence in any surety and in any
peace."
The hermit assented through a change of countenance, his face
frowning and darkening, thus telling of his silent warfare with
the demons of melancholy and weariness.
Jesus continued:
"But it is not for fear of these evil spirits that I have
chosen the second way of life. It is by reason of my temper of
soul that I would dwell among men. It is other than thine. Here in
the wilderness I must needs labour only for my own salvation. And even though I know that
this time in the Great Silence is for thee preparation, yet I may
not tarry and abide here as thy disciple, for I must be about my
Father's business."
There was authority in his voice as Jesus spoke these last
words, and they were followed by others that held in them no doubt
or question.
"It is my purpose to travel along the second road, to live in
the world and not be of the world. Through fellowship with man I
shall seek to do the work of God. Verily, verily, it is needful
for me to find, while in the company of all kinds of men, the way,
the truth and the life. Thus I am assured I shall do my Father's
will. I go to my home in Nazareth where are my mother and my
brethren. But I may not abide with them in the one house. I shall
find my own place and labour with my hands. Carpenter, husbandman,
fisherman, shepherd and wanderer, peradventure I shall be all
these; inasmuch as thus I shall learn of the secrets of my
Galilean brethren&emdash;their sorrows, their hardships, their
cares. Then may I give to them who will answer the knock at the
door. Then shall I open it to those who are heavy laden and would
have rest. But what is earned by me that exceeds my needs I shall
present to the poor, the old and those in need. Thus I purpose to
seek the truth. And neither the beggars, the publicans, the
sinners, nor the woman who lives in adultery, shall be to me
common and unclean. Verily, all are children of my Father."
Here Jesus fell into a silence, and while he was thus
withdrawn, the Holy Man made a sign of dissent with his head.
Trouble and grief changed his countenance by reason of these words
of parting uttered by Jesus. So great was his distress he walked
to and fro in that narrow level place&emdash;to the very brink of
the cliff and back again. A score of times he walked to and fro.
Then wearying he halted, showing a ravaged face to Jesus; and,
plucking at his sleeve and with signs of entreaty, he besought him
to remain in his company. He showed with movements of his hands
the hills, the sky, the desolate valleys, and thus pitifully
sought to declare his strong desire that the young man should follow the
first way, what seemed to him the better way, to salvation.
At last Jesus came out of his silence again, speaking with
authority.
"All life is a leave-taking. We two, who are one in our love of
God, are of a different texture of soul. Verily, my love for men
comes from the deepest fount of my being. I may not, therefore,
gainsay it by living apart from them. But thou hast the gifts of
the prophet. These may the more easily be grown and nourished in
the silence of this cave, in the stillness of the wilderness. They
are best brought forth in meditation, in prayer, in loneliness.
Wherefore, the first way is the true way for thee. But I know that
for me prophecy is not the end, nor have I thy gift. My gift is to
love my brethren. So it would be a great wrong if I hid it and
myself in this desert place away from all men.
"Now a certain merchant gave three talents to one man and one
alent to another; and he bade them make use of these talents so
that they might yield an increase. He who had three talents obeyed
the merchant, and when he came again to him he brought him five.
But the second man buried his talent in a napkin. And behold, when
the merchant came to him in the evening, and this fellow gave back
the one talent, the lender was very wrathful.
"Thus it is that we upon whom our Father has bestowed one gift
or several gifts, should not hide them away but increase
them&emdash;threefold, fourfold, according to our powers."
With a sigh the hermit raised his hands and blessed Jesus,
showing in this way that he was reconciled to the parting. But in
spite of his resignation he was cast down and heavy of spirit, and
it was a sadness such as his companion had in no time known
before.
He opened the Holy Book that lay upon a rock and searched in
it, praying that it would reveal some comfort, some healing for
this man's sorrow.
The sun passed away from those hills and twilight gathered
before its time. Still Jesus searched, until at last his eyes were arrested by a text. Having gathered it to
himself he closed the book and said:
"It is written, 'Behold I send my messenger before my face
which shall prepare thy way before thee'. Among those born of
woman there is not one greater than the prophet which is to
come&emdash;even in our generation. Art thou the man?"
To this question the hermit made no answer by sips or movements
of his body. Almost it seemed as if the words had gone past his
hearing like the wind. But it was not so. Sadness fell away. There
came the change that is wrought by a generous saying. And behold,
quiet reigned within and without the Holy Man.
In that stillness the winds slept, no jackals barked, no wolves
cried. It was as if God had hushed the world. Then, in an instant,
light like the desert dawn broke suddenly, swiftly,
awesomely&emdash;a light that shone upon the face of the hermit,
that came from his head, his feet, his hands, his whole body; and
he stood up tall and straight at the edge of the cliff. His was a
majesty greater than the majesty of those heights, greater than
the might of that loneliness. And in that hour the watcher
perceived that he had found himself, that he was the mouthpiece of
all the prophets, yea, he was more than the prophets. So, falling
on his face before that presence, Jesus bowed himself down in all
humility of heart.
It seemed that Elias and Moses were there, that they were of
this great man and were not of him.
In that twilight, in that peace their spirits mingled with each
other; and so long as they remained thus, the unnamed prophet of
the prophets gave of his light to that darkening world.
When presently this holiness withdrew, the hermit turned back
from the edge of the cliff. Now with that radiance quenched he
went slowly into the cave, laid himself down and fell into a deep
sleep.
Jesus remained alone in the world without, gazing into the
darkness before moonrise, seeking question and answer in that
night. Finding none, he, too, joined the hermit and slept within
the cave.

CHAPTER III
AT sunrise Jesus girded up his loins, gave thanks to, his
silent host and spoke the words of farewell. These two showed no
signs of grief in this leave-taking; for theirs was a holy calm, a
deep serenity. Together on that last evening they had shared a
divine mystery, and now their spirits were as one.
When the traveller might no longer be seen the hermit walked to
the edge of the cliff, faced northwards towards Galilee and raised
his hands above his head, holding them thus for two hours. Because
of his vow he might not declare in words his joy and his
thanksgiving. So he held up his hands to the heavens in token of
praise, and only when the heat of noon came did he from weariness
cease thus to give glory to his Lord and his Creator.
But down in the valley in that early day Jesus walked and sang,
rejoicing in the freedom of the road. Now and then on coming upon
some green place he halted to pluck a rare flower and would study
it, marvelling at the wonder of its shape, the grace of its
design. Then, when a bird called, he would give back note for
note; and his sweet clear whistle at times deceived the singer,
who made answer with a pipe or a brave gaiety of song, and Jesus
would laugh, and continue this sport till he was wearied, his
whistle spent.
For a while a boy was his companion on the road, a lad not more
than fourteen summers, who in the aftertime, told of the doings of
the young Galilean on that gay morning. He knew not that Jesus was
the Appointed One, but in the years of the ministry he found the
Master again and became one of the Seventy Disciples.
On this day of grace they parted at the turn of the road. Near
noon a traveller joined Jesus who gave his name as Bethuel and
told his story. He was going on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem, and it
was his purpose, having made his offering there, to journey into
the wilderness and in solitude, prayer and fasting, await the
coming of the Messiah.
Then Jesus spoke of the three days he had passed in the company
of the hermit, that man of mystery who lived in the cave on the
mountains.
"Strange indeed is thy story," said Bethuel, "strange that the
Holy One should harbour thee for three days."
"And why is this so?" asked Jesus.
Bethuel answered: "He will suffer no disciple to be with him in
this time of preparation. Know that great is his fame in the
country round about. For he is pure and without sin, and many call
him' the hope of Israel'. Verily I am his disciple."
"His name?" enquired Jesus.
"He is John, son of Zacharias, the priest; and lo, at his birth
there were signs and wonders and it was known in the hilly country
that a Great One had come into the world. Indeed it is so, for
from his youth up he has been spotless, not tempted as other men,
always abiding apart in that purity. Some say he is Elias come
again. And after the time of preparation we, who are his
disciples, will gather round him and then he shall reveal himself
to the people."
"Whom sayest thou he is?" asked Jesus.
"Ah, that is my secret," said Bethuel, and then after a silence
he continued: "Young man, I know not thy name or thy tribe. But if
thou wilt promise to keep secret what I tell thee I shall declare
who John is, or will be, in the days to come."
And Jesus promised that until John revealed himself he would
keep faith on this matter. So Bethuel answered his question,
saying:
"Verily, it is my certain belief and hope that John is the
Messiah.
"And what hath led thee to such knowledge?" enquired Jesus.
His powerful spirit and his purity of life, the promise given
at his birth, and because the time and the season are at hand when
the Comforter shall come and redeem Israel."
After this saying Jesus did not speak for a
while&emdash;brooding as some eagle that is perched upon a rock on
a cliff and gazes from heights into depths, spanning the world
with a glance.
"From whence comest thou and where dwell thy kindred?" Bethuel
asked and repeated this saying three times before Jesus roused
himself from reverie and answered:
"I am of Nazareth. My mother dwells in Nazareth and I go to her
now."
"No good thing comes out of Nazareth," said Bethuel, and his
countenance darkened; his face was shadowed because he walked with
a Nazarite.
Jesus smiled, making answer: "The Spirit bloweth where it
listeth, and good is not bound by region, place or race. Behold,
my mother is of Nazareth, and hers is a goodness that sets her
high among women; yea, and there are other folk in Nazareth whose
righteousness exceeds the righteousness of the elders in
Jerusalem, of men of great repute and learning. The Nazarites are
husbandmen and simple people. Verily, blessed are the meek and the
lowly, for they shall inherit the earth."
But Bethuel was greatly cast about, for he deemed that he
walked with a sinner in being in the company of this Nazarite.
Wherefore, in a little while, he said that he would go apart and
pray. And when Jesus offered to pray with him, this holy man
answered that he did not pray in the company of a Nazarite.
So Jesus said: "God be with thy prayers, brother," and went
onwards alone.
* * * * *
In those lands the traveller rests and sleeps during the heat
of noon. At sunset or after, if he is without possessions and
therefore not fearful of thieves, he continues his journey.
When the moon had risen Jesus rose out of a sweet sleep and
travelled onwards through the silver night.
After a while he came upon a man and a woman who followed his
road. The man walked five cubits ahead of the woman and carried a
light wallet, while she bore an infant and toiled behind him,
stumbling now and then beneath its weight.
They were dark-browed folk who came from the borders of the
desert. And Jesus spoke to the one the woman called Isaac, but he
replied with sour looks. Hearing the crying of the child, the
young Galilean halted and waited for the man's wife who now was a
number of cubits behind them, bent with weariness, her head cast
down. Then Jesus spoke courteously, persuading her to surrender
the child to him; and he smiled upon the boy, who ceased crying
and was instantly comforted.
Together now these two went forward, following the man. Jesus
gave her to drink as they walked, and she was refreshed and told
her story.
Since their marriage Isaac had worked on a parcel of land on
the edge of the wilderness, and for them all times were lean
times. But one day a band of desert robbers came and in wantonness
burned their hut and stole their scanty possessions. Then because
the earth was dry and parched, Isaac said he would no longer
labour and starve, he would go up to the City of the Great King
where there was, he had been told, plenty for all.
And Jesus sighed, saying: "I have been in the City of the Great
King, and hunger is there, and the lean times are there also.
'Twere better if ye came with me to the green quiet of Galilee
which uplifts the heart. Nay more, its earth gives forth
abundantly&emdash;wheat, olives and wine; and there your husband
will find work, food and gladness for yourself and for your
child."
Pleasantly these two conversed as they walked, and, talking of
the child, this dark girl of the desert-borders found that the
road sped beneath her feet. Yet an hour before she had been spent
and overcome with the weariness of the journey.
Of a sudden her husband halted, turned back and commanded the
stranger to lay down his child. Jesus obeyed him but said: "Suffer
me to carry the babe inasmuch as his mother hath not the strength to bear such a
burden at the end of the day."
Then Isaac called his wife a wanton and smote Jesus upon his
left cheek felling him to the earth. And the woman cried out
piteously and withdrew in fear lest her husband should strike her
also, for his face was as that of a wild beast, so fierce was his
fury.
But Jesus rose to his feet and coming between the man and woman
said: "Brother, here is my right cheek. Smite it as thou hast
smitten the left and thus thou mayest win thy peace."
And the man cried out: "Thou art a craven and a coward as well
as one who beguiles women."
"Nay," answered Jesus, "I but carried your burden following the
command of the Spirit which saith, 'bear ye one another's
burdens'. Verily, brother, tell me is it easier for me to smite
thee who art a man stricken in years and weaker than I, or is it
easier that I should suffer thee to strike me again and yet
again?" Blood fell from a rent in his mouth and cheek as he spoke,
fastening his gaze upon this man. So commanding, so fearless was
that gaze, this wild creature fell back astonished and perplexed.
But in a little while his wrath went from him, for now he knew
that he was in the presence of purity and truth, and he said:
"Sir, thou has the appearance of a beggar, but thou hast the
mien of a warrior and a nobleman. Wherefore I ask your pardon for
this violence, if pardon can be given for such an offence."
Then Jesus smiled and granted it on the condition that the man
would permit him to continue to carry his son for him on their
journey. And though Isaac Eked not that he should do this thing he
consented, inasmuch as it was not easy to refuse Jesus any request
in those days of his youth when he smiled and was gay of
heart.
Together they travelled the road, and that night they sought
shelter in the same stable. Then, on the morrow, good comrades,
they continued on their way, Jesus still carrying the child and
listening to Isaac's eager talk. He told the young Galilean that,
in early childhood, he had been beaten and starved, that he had gone hungry all his
life. On the borders of the Dead Sea the parched earth yielded him
and his kind such small measure that, for all their husbandry,
they always lived in fear of dearth and the morrow.
"Again and again when we had laid by a little store of food,
wandering bands of thieves robbed us of it. So I have no trust in
any man, for all come but to plunder. Wherefore, I seek to strike
first, knowing that only thus may I guard what little is mine. I
treated thee with rudeness, misjudging as I did thine intent in
bearing the child of my wife."
Jesus reasoned with this man. But he remained stubborn in his
belief that he should give blow for blow. Then he came to speak of
his dream.
"At Jerusalem there is plenty for all. In this great city I
shall find work, bread, yea and maybe treasure. For I am not one
to idle. I can work all the day even into the night."
Jesus made answer: "There are many like you in Jerusalem. Yea,
they work all the day and receive at the end only a pittance that
scarcely buys bread for them and for their children. Come with me
to Galilee, come to the great green plain of Esdraelon where the
labourer receives fair measure and corn grows in abundance. Or go
further still to the land of the vines and the olives in northern
Galilee. There, too, thou wilt find not treasure of gold but
gladness and all thy needs supplied."
But Isaac would not yield, though his wife besought him to
follow the stranger's counsel. Howbeit, the gold of the Great City
was ever in the mind of this ignorant husbandman, and, coveting
it, at the turn of the road where one way led to Jerusalem, he
bade Jesus farewell, taking the child from his arms.
Jesus was troubled in spirit, for he saw about these twain the
cloud of a dark and sorrowful destiny.
The woman would not go till he had blessed her, for she said:
"The word of a good man endures, and we shall need it in the
coming time." She was cast down at this parting and vexed that she might not go into Galilee,
but must follow her husband.
Raising his hand, Jesus said: "Sister, the peace that the world
cannot give, be with you always, even unto the end."
Then the woman went after the man, saying no more, her heart
too full for speech.
Standing on the brow of the hill, Jesus perceived as they
pursued their journey along the valley road, that, this time the
man carried the child.
That darkness about them seen by the spirit of Jesus was a true
sign of what came afterwards. There was not room for a husbandman
like Isaac in Jerusalem. No one would hire him, and he and his
wife fell into great need. First the child sickened and died. Then
slowly the mother perished for lack of bread. But even in the
agony of those last days passed in the great loneliness of that
crowded city, she was at peace&emdash;the Stranger's Peace
remaining with her even unto the end.

CHAPTER IV
IN Nazareth it was said that Joseph's household prospered and
stood well in the world. This seemed a true saying. Nevertheless,
it was Mary's gracious charity and the gifts of her heart to the
sorrowful, and not the signs of ease, that led the family of the
wanderer, Jesus, to be esteemed by the people of the village and
the country round about.
Mary never turned a beggar from the door empty handed; and
Thomas, her third son, who now was master and bread-winner, often
chid her for the largess she gave to the poor. But since Jesus had
departed into the desert she had found her peace and joy in such
giving. So, customarily, she stinted herself, eating what would
scarcely support life, keeping thus the measure over of her share
of food for others who were in sore need. And she wove cloth till
late at night, then sold it to the hucksters who came from the
cities. Thus she gathered a little store of pennies that was her
own, but from which she swiftly parted. For if her daughters did
not require it she made her offering in the lean times to the
sick, the old and those who were perishing from lack of bread.
Now, in middle age, the women of Galilee wax gross. But because
she thus spent herself for others, Mary remained slim of body, the
bones showing, and once and again she fainted from the need for
nourishment and from the weariness of too great labour. But when
again Thomas chid her she made gentle answer:
"We people of Galilee are all one family. These beggars who
come to the door are as much my kin as are your cousins. Thou well
knowest that thou wouldst aid those of thine own blood if they hungered or went in
rags."
"But what we earn should be kept for the needs of the household
or laid by in store for lean days," said Thomas.
Mary answered: "Jesus, my beloved, said to me once in a far
time, 'Take no thought for the morrow, the morrow will take care
of itself. Behold this flower,' he said, and plucked one white
blossom from the grass, 'it lives by faith and taketh no heed of
the morrow, inasmuch as our Heavenly Father careth for all things
under the sun'. I am an ignorant woman, and at times, I have no
understanding of the words and ways of Jesus. But these sayings of
his, which I have reported, are true and lovely and always I keep
them in my heart
. We are all one family, members of one
another'," repeated Mary, and sighing, ceased.
Then Thomas was vexed and speaking out of his jealousy he said:
"My father hath been sick these four years, and he will not rise
up again from his bed because his side, his arm and leg are dead.
But all this time I have failed thee not, neither did James. We
worked as carpenters and did not let our father's commerce go from
the household. We have kept our parents and our sisters, and Jesus
departed from among us&emdash;giving no share to the household.
Yet thou dost set up as first in thy heart this vagabond, this
deserter of his home and family."
Mary's countenance hardened by reason of her trouble at these
signs of jealousy, and she answered:
"Behold, Joseph's commerce was fair and flourished. So it was
no hardship for thee and James to continue it. But thou didst
drive Jesus from the house. Dost thou not remember thy words to
thy father? 'Choose between me and Jesus. I will go hence even
unto Tiberias if Jesus remains'. Wherefore, because he would not
vex a sick man by compelling him to choose between his two sons,
Jesus went from us. And as he had roused the anger of the Scribe
of Nazareth and others of repute he departed from Galilee. He
would not be the cause for our censure among the neighbors.
Verily, Thomas, my eldest son is strange and beyond our
understanding in the things he utters, but in this matter he was
just and acted in all fairness towards his family."
"But thou lovest him best. And I, the son who Works for thee,
takes only the second place in thy heart," came the young
carpenter's wrathful answer.
"Thou art dear to me, Thomas, and I respect and love thee as a
good son. But I cannot change the courses of the wind, neither can
I change the love that is of the spirit," Mary strangely said,
then held her peace.
Though Thomas spoke angry words he could not draw any further
answer from his mother. Neither time nor the absence of Jesus
brought him contentment and forgetfulness. Secretly he nourished
resentment, and like an ill weed it grew apace. Nevertheless, as
his eldest brother did not return, he must needs expend his
bitterness on some other, and he chose his brother Seth, scourging
him with his tongue, finding fault with his work.
Now Seth was a lad who had seen only sixteen summers, and he
was somewhat in the likeness of Jesus. Wherefore, his face calling
the wanderer to remembrance, he received the share of unjust
speech that would have been given to Jesus if he had been
there.
In this matter Thomas was incited by his wife Sarah, whom he
obeyed in all his dealings with his family. She was an idle woman,
and therefore a maker of mischief, and at times as a snake in the
grass that strikes secretly and with cruelty. By much talk and
through complaints she compelled Thomas to buy a large house and a
garden, and it was always her desire to five well. So she made her
sisters-in-law serve her; and however hard her husband worked he
remained in debt to a friend.
Now Thomas had a kindliness of heart that would have given
gladness to all his household if it had not been for the
worldliness and covetousness of his wife.
So this woman led Seth to seek comfort outside his home. And
one day he came to his brother and told him that he was betrothed to a girl named Ruth, the daughter of
a poor widow. Then Thomas cried out upon him and told him that he
was bound as an apprentice and might not marry until the two years
of his service were accomplished. "Also thou art too young to
marry, and we are in debt. Wherefore we may not increase the
number in the household."
Seth answered: "I am as tall as a man, and therefore a man's
right is mine. I shall marry if my mother and father give me their
blessing."
Whereupon Thomas went to Joseph and persuaded the sick man to
withhold his blessing from Seth. But Mary said: "I cannot withhold
my blessing from the lad. For then he will go from us in
bitterness, and the world is a hard place for the youth who enters
it in bitterness and without the goodwill of those who love
him."
She remembered that Thomas had caused Jesus to depart from
their household, and she would not have another son lost to her as
Jesus had been lost those several seasons. So one evening she
reasoned with Seth, and he promised to wait three months. But in
spite of her entreaties he would not consent to wait for the two
years that were his brother's due while he served as his
apprentice in the workshop.
Thus, after a time of happiness, care once more was woven into
the very warp and woof of Mary's life. For, as the days went by,
Seth declared that he would go from them, and nothing would turn
him from his purpose, that of marrying Ruth.
Mary knew that the lad could not earn what would suffice for a
family, and she was afraid for him and had, therefore, neither
rest nor peace of mind in that time Jesus travelled slowly from
the desert and across Judaea towards Galilee.

CHAPTER V
THE mountains were crowned with a wreath of gold and the
colors of the sunset lay upon all the hills and valleys of
Galilee. In this glory Jesus came home to Nazareth.
A hundred cubits from the first house of the village he
perceived upon the road before him a woman carrying a pitcher. Now
it was ever his custom to be courteous to the old and to women, so
he halted beside her and offered to carry her load. She raised her
head and smiled up at the traveller. The smile swiftly changed to
tears, then to laughter and to tears again as Jesus put his arms
about her and held her to him crying: "Mother, mother, I am come
home to thee&emdash;home."
When they had mastered their wondrous delight in each other,
they went into a field and sat beneath a plane tree. There they
talked, and Mary's voice was as the murmuring of birds at the end
of day. Its melody pierced even into the depths of her son's
soul&emdash;so great was its gladness, so sure the heart-ease that
it told of in its sounds.
"I knew thee by thy speech, Jesus," she said, "but I knew not
thy face, for verily thou art changed and hath grown from youth to
manhood since thou didst go from us and from Nazareth."
And it was so. For the face of Jesus was darker in hue than the
bark of an oak&emdash;burnt by the light of the desert suns. Now
he was&emdash;though of no great height&emdash;a man in build, in
his manner; and there was authority in the glance of his eye. So
Mary was proud as never before that she had borne this son. They
were one in that hour between sunset and moonrise. In the
after-time, speaking of this meeting, Jesus said to his disciple John:
"It was peradventure the most joyful hour in all my life. We
two were verily one in that time, with neither kith nor kin nor
the cares of this world between us, spoiling and marring our
delight."
But to all things, a passing, a fading. No hour, however
lovely, might remain even with this Mother and her son. When the
moon rode clear above the hills Mary spoke no more of what alone
lay between them.
After a silence she told of the happenings of each season. How
Joseph still lay sick and no physician could cure him, of James
who had departed for Jerusalem. For now that he was a man he
desired, before all else, to live beneath the shadow of the
Temple. And she spoke of Thomas, of Seth and the quarrel between
the brothers, of Sarah who compelled his sisters to serve her. All
these things she imparted to her first-born, and when she had
finished he gave of his own wise counsel concerning them.
He promised his mother he would seek to win Seth and would
strive to find some way whereby peace might be brought to that
household and the brothers led to be of the same mind and heart
once more.
"But Thomas may not welcome thee, and he is stubborn, so I
cannot tell whether he will suffer thee to remain in Nazareth,"
cried Mary, and she told of those words spoken by him concerning
Jesus and of the old remembrance of those days when the people of
Nazareth were turned against him.
"Remembrance perishes as last year's leaves," said Jesus. "Be
not troubled about the neighbors. And as to Thomas I will walk
warily with him. I come, mother, in peace. My time is not yet. So
I shall not suffer the head of jealousy to be raised like a
serpent in our home."
With these words Mary was well content. And it seemed that they
would be fulfilled. For so merry was Jesus in his greeting to
Sarah at their meeting that she spoke well of him to Thomas.
Wherefore, glad that his wife was of a peaceful mind, Thomas
welcomed Jesus to his house.
Thus for the first days of his stay in Nazareth the presence of
Mary's eldest son brought joy where there had been bitterness, and
even Seth and Thomas spoke kindly words to one another; inasmuch
as Jesus compelled them. Also he offered to be last in the
carpenter's shop, to serve in it without reward. And as at that
time Thomas had a press of work and cared not to hire labour, he
was glad and even proud that the elder brother should serve him
thus with a courteous humbleness that seemed strange to this young
carpenter.
Jesus was forebearing in all things. Only when alone with Mary
did he show his love for her. He did not contend for the first
place at the board, the right of the first-born, he took the lower
seat, thus declaring, without uttering any words, Thomas's title
of master of the house.
So in time each member of that family brought their troubles,
their secret vexations, to Jesus. To each he listened patiently.
To certain of them he gave counsel. But he forebore from counsel
when Thomas spoke in heat of Seth and told of his revolt against
his authority. Jesus knew that no words are of avail in such a
case with a man of choler and of pride.
But when Seth came to him and said, "Now that thou art here for
my mother's comfort I may go hence and seek Ruth in marriage,"
Jesus made him declare the whole matter, and at the end made
answer:
"Thy word remains thy bond. Thou hast promised thy service to
Thomas for two years more. Is it not an ill thing to break an oath
though it was given in ignorance?"
"But my mother, to whom this promise was made, has released me
from it," answered Seth.
"It was also made to Thomas, inasmuch as he had charge of the
household and the workshop. So it seems that thou art not loosed
from thy bond though my mother has given thee thy freedom."
Then Seth was vexed and cried out, "Bond or no bond I cannot
any longer contain myself. For Ruth is my comfort and my delight.
I cannot wait two years for her."
Jesus reasoned with the boy, saying when no argument would
persuade him, "But, Seth, perfect love casteth out desire. Thou
mayest seek the company of thy beloved in the morning and in the
evening. And if thou dost truly love her thou wilt forebear until
such time as thou art free to cleave to her as a man to his
wife."
Seth frowned and walked restlessly to and fro. "Nay, nay, I
will not be gainsaid by thee. I shall wait no longer, I shall go
to my love and no longer deny myself of what is a man's due and
his birthright&emdash;that he shall have his household and rule
over a woman."
Jesus made signs upon the ground with his stick, then sighing,
said: "There are certain men who have more desire unto women than
to land or to any goodly thing whatsoever under the sun. For the
sake of their desire they will rob, sail upon the seas, break
their bond, look upon a lion and go into darkness. But in acting
thus a man showeth neither respect for a woman's dignity nor her
honour. In honouring himself he honours his wife. It is well to
distinguish between these two things, love and desire. Desire
perishes; but love is faithful unto the end." And Jesus smiled and
said, "Verily, verily, perfect love casteth out desire."
Then Seth became very thoughtful. In the following days he
considered this thing well and perceived that numbers of women,
old and young, came to Jesus and talked with him. To all he was
the same, dealing out to each a gentle courtesy, laughing and
singing with some, sorrowing with others, giving good counsel to
those in need either of the spirit or the body. Seth also
perceived that women did not trouble Jesus as they troubled other
men with their looks or their fleshly appearance. Neither did he,
as was the way with many proud elders, speak of women with
contempt as being lower than men, no better than the meanest
slaves. To all women he was a good comrade and showed his love for
them, but in no case even when one or two sought to tempt him, did
he show any desire.
So after six days Seth said to his brother: "I have watched thy
comings in and goings out. I have perceived thy strength and now I know that love and desire are two
different things, though the one may enhance the other. Wherefore
I am determined to abide by thy sayings. I shall serve Thomas to
the full measure of the bond. Only when I am free of it shall I
seek out Ruth, and thus I shall honour my wife as she should be
honoured. But watch me, brother, and pray that my strength shall
not fail."
And Jesus bade Seth tell his mother of this covenant with
himself. On hearing of it Mary overflowed with gladness and told
Thomas of the good deed wrought by Jesus. So for a while joy and
peace reigned in that household.
But Sarah was a woman who took pleasure in battle and in
setting one member of a family against another. So she spoke
against Seth to Thomas and declared that he had treated her
despitefully. She whispered dark sayings about him and Ruth
because these two met after the day's work, seeking each other's
company in all innocence.
Incited by his wife, Thomas spoke hardly to his brother and set
him heavy tasks. Yet, because of the example of Jesus, the lad
bore well such ill-treatment. But when one day in the heat of noon
before them all, Thomas called Seth a liar and a fool, the boy
cried out saying:
"I will not remain in this house, I will no longer be thy
bondman, such words break our bond." Then, because his anger was
too great for further speech, he fled weeping from the workshop to
a grove of olives.
And Jesus remained behind face to face with Thomas. His mother
was also there. Troubled by her stricken face he turned to the
master-carpenter saying
"Whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause is in
danger of the Judgment. But whosoever calleth his brother a fool
is in danger of hell fire."
Then Thomas became the more wrathful and cried, "I am master
here. If thou, Jesus, who art last in this workshop, doth set
thyself up against me thus, I shall not suffer thee to remain with
us. Be silent and attend to thy work or go, and this time return
not again."
And Jesus answered him saying: "In thus deriding thy brother
thou hast wrought an ill thing. For he may in his bitterness of
heart go from among us and thus break his bond with thee, or else
he will show his resentment openly and secretly and fail thee in
his work. Know that a kingdom divided against itself is brought to
desolation. A house divided against a house falleth
.
Brother," here Jesus held out his hand and smiled, "put rancour
from thy heart. Go, seek out Seth and ask his forgiveness. Then
shall we, as brethren, dwell together in unity."
But Thomas would not take the hand of Jesus; and without making
any answer he went straightway from the workshop to the olive
grove. There he found Seth and asked his pardon. So these two
became reconciled and good friends. But Thomas was a proud man and
could not forget the shame he had suffered through being rebuked
by his brother in the presence of his mother, Juda and a hired
man.
In those days a radiance seemed to come out of Jesus that could
not be denied, that gave courage and laughter to all about him as
he worked. It might well have been that resentment would in time
have dried up like drops of water beneath the sun's parching rays,
if it had not been for Sarah, who now in her idleness hatched
other mischief. She loved power and desired to make a captive of
Jesus. So she was vexed in spirit when, each evening, after the
day's work, he did not seek out her company but went into a field
on the slope of a hill behind Nazareth. A number of women came
there, some leading their children to him. He would cause them all
to sit down in a circle like one great family. Certain of them
asked for his counsel concerning their children, spoke of their
naughtiness or their sickness, of the many perplexities these
roused in their minds. And to each mother Jesus spoke a few words.
They were treasured for they were like the kernel of a nut, the
very pith and heart of every small trouble being contained in such
grave sentences.
Afterwards Jesus played with the children and in parables
related to the women some of the wonders of the great world of God. He made a story of the fife of the
seed, of the stem that sprang from it, the leaves, the blossom and
the flower. He told tales of the robbers of the desert, of the
wild deeds committed by the wandering tribes; then he would come
again to Galilee and relate stories of the guiding stars, of
shepherds who strove with the wolves and died for their sheep. And
many a gracious chronicle he span for them concerning the birds,
the beasts and men and women, kings and princes. But within each
history always there was some truth that caused his listeners to
become thoughtful and to talk afterwards about it among
themselves, saying: "Its meaning is this or that," and, "Verily,
it showeth of what we are made and declares the gracious mercy of
the One God."
Now the fame of these evenings reached even to other places,
and women of all kinds but especially the needy and sorrowful,
those of no account, came to them to receive a measure of courage
for the hard journey down the years.
But Sarah's first liking of Jesus had turned to jealousy and
hatred. So she drew her husband apart and said to him: "Behold,
women of ill fame and women of no account come in the evening and
talk with Jesus; and much scandal may be caused thereby. Then your
trade will suffer and the people of repute, who are now our
friends, will give us cold glances and withdraw from our
company."
So Thomas told his mother of these gatherings and declared that
he would compel Jesus to leave their home if he continued thus to
be a cause for scandal in Nazareth.
Fearing to lose her beloved, Mary spoke to him coldly, not
measuring the hurt of her words, asking that he should no more
gather the women about him but seek only the young men of his own
age.
"The children beg for bread," was his answer. "I may not
withhold it from them."
Then Mary wept, and Jesus was troubled in spirit, knowing the
good work he wrought among these folk, and vexed because what had
been a lovely and innocent intercourse had been soiled and made a
thing of nought.
Howsoever, because of his mother's tears he surrendered to her
demand and passed no more evenings on the slope of the hill
telling wise tales and fables to the women and children. But he
divined that behind his mother's request was Sarah's malicious
spirit. Wherefore his speech with her was "yea" and "nay," and he
would remove himself from her presence, living little in the house
in the evening, walking the hills alone.
So Sarah spoke again to Thomas and said, "Jesus is unskilled.
He should, therefore, work longer hours in order that he gives his
full share to the house." And she said this also to Juda, the
silent brother, who loved Thomas and was a skilful carpenter.
Thus it came to pass that Thomas would not let Jesus go when
the others in the workshop laid down their tools. He set him tasks
he must accomplish after sunset by the light of the lamp by which
Mary worked. For his mother's sake Jesus submitted himself to his
brother's hard rule and was glad even of such labour when he might
work in her company.
So Sarah perceived that she had failed to trouble the peace of
Jesus; that he remained serene, treating her with courtesy but
still holding to his speech of "yea" and "nay" when she would talk
with him.
Then she was indeed vexed and sought to strike through his
mother; she assumed authority, and as the wife of the master of
the house, commanded Mary to go here and there. Wherefore, Jesus,
not liking that she whom he respected and loved should be the
young woman's servant, entreated her to take the place that was
hers, become the head of that household and, for Sarah's sake,
make her take the lower seat.
But Mary feared to be a cause for strife between Thomas and his
wife. So she refused her son's request, saying, "All are at peace
in our home. Let that peace remain with us. Son, you have said, in
past times, that the one who is in authority should serve. As the
mother of Thomas I am by right first in the family. But to
preserve his happiness I choose the second place and grant to
Sarah the authority."
Then Jesus said no more, but he was provoked in spirit. So on the Sabbath he climbed to the summit of Mount
Tabor. There he remained until evening praying and seeking
communion with his Father. And when he descended the hill near
Nazareth in the darkness of a sudden great storm, his head and his
body gave forth light. Encountering him, Mary Clopas withdrew from
his path and fell upon her knees crying softly:
"Thou hast seen God."

CHAPTER VI
NOW, on the third day of the week, a rich merchant came to the
workshop and asked that he might speak with Jesus. Because of his
repute Thomas bowed down before him, for here came one who might
command his work in another season.
He bade Jesus remove his ragged coat and put on the fine
apparel that he wore on feast days when he took his place among
men as master-carpenter.
But Jesus answered: "Nay, nay, it is what is within and not
what is without that shall reveal the worth and value of any man."
On this saying he went out of the workshop and greeted the
merchant who desired to walk apart with him.
"Master," said this elder, "one evening I came with my wife and
listened to thy sayings when many women were gathered about thee;
and in that time I marvelled at the wisdom of thy words. But what
appeared of greater import to me was that peace thou didst bestow
upon all these women who came to thee with the cares of the world
clouding their understanding."
"And what of it?" asked Jesus.
"I would have thee come and dwell in my house at Capernaum.
Numbers of men work for me, and I would make thee my overseer.
Thus will I, through thy noble peace, cause my workmen to serve me
well."
In the after-time Jesus told of this meeting to John, his
disciple, and of his first determination that he would not be
overseer and set in a place of authority. Then, as the merchant
continued speaking, he was tempted for he perceived that, with the
price of his hire, he could keep a household and cause Mary and
his sisters to live in serenity with him away from Sarah and the evil she
contrived. Because the young man remained silent, the merchant
told him he would come again for his answer in three weeks from
that day. So it was agreed; and then scarcely heeding the request
of Thomas that he should sit at meat at his board, this man of
authority went down the road, journeying back to Capernaum.
Now because of the many hours of work set him in that season of
his life, Jesus had little time when he might be alone and seek
refreshment for his spirit. What time there was he shared with
Mary and Joseph.
Always there had been a gulf fixed between him and the
carpenter. Joseph was a good man, but in his heart he feared Jesus
inasmuch as he had so often in his youth roused the anger of the
neighbors by reason of his strange sayings. But now Jesus sat
beside his bed and seemed to the old man to be a changed being.
Few words were spoken by him; but he caused the one who was sick
to talk of this and that and find pleasure in speech concerning
past times.
There came an evening when Joseph told of his secret torment
saying: "Night after night my sleep is troubled by the faces and
the woe of crucified men. I cannot blot out this trouble and
obtain ease in sleep. For these dark witnesses of the night
testify to an offence committed by me in a generation of years
away." Then he told Jesus of the revolt of Juda against Roman
authority in those Galilean hills.
"The flower of our youth sought to cast off Roman rule and
redeem Israel in that time," he said. "But Varus came with his
legions and slew the young men in these Galilean
hills&emdash;scattering their band, which was ill armed and could
not contend against the weapons of the soldiers. Many young men
were taken and the Centurion came to my workshop and commanded me
to make crosses upon which the soldiers would crucify these youths
in all their loveliness and strength. My soul was revolted by this command, and if I had had neither wife nor
children I would have spurned this order and perished at the hand
of the Centurion. He drew his sword and menaced Mary and my babes
with it. Better had it been for me if I had suffered him to slay
us. But my spirit failed me in that dread hour, and I served the
Roman, making crosses upon which hung friends of my youth,
Galileans I had known all the years of my life.
"And now, Jesus, as I lie here, the crosses, these men hanging
on them, their bloody sweat, pass before my sight. And no prayer
of mine delivers me and raises me out of this pit of destruction
which I digged for myself in a far day. I may not cry out lest I
rouse Mary from her sleep. I must wrestle with this thing alone."
In these and other sayings Joseph declared his agony.
And time passed swiftly, softly by, and night's darkness stole
into that room.
At last Jesus spoke. His words were gracious in, their healing
for the sick man.
"I am comforted," said Joseph when he ceased.
I am easy in my mind. Such ease I have not known for many
weeks. But of what avail words of comfort? In the hour thou art
not with me these young men will come again and destroy my
rest."
Jesus answered: "An evil spirit works this mischief, and he is
aided by want of faith, pain and the feebleness of thy body. We
must cleanse what is within so that all may be fair without."
Here the speaker stood up and cried: "In the Name of God, Our
Father, I conjure this evil spirit to come out of thee. In the
Name of God, Our Father, I command him to go hence and no more
return."
In another and earlier time Joseph would have rebuked the young
man for uttering the Great Name. But now it fell upon his hearing
like the blast of a trumpet. He quaked in all his limbs. Then,
after a little while, that trembling ceased; the dead limb that
had been given life by it, lost life again, and the old man lay
still.
Jesus fastened his eyes upon him, and he was with power. Joseph
sighed and fell asleep, sleeping sweetly till morning. And when
the healer came to him after Mary had risen and gone to prepare
the meal Joseph was glad.
"I saw naught," he said.
"Our crucified brothers are at rest," answered Jesus, "and the
evil spirit who conjured up their images is gone also from this
room and from this house."
On the two evenings that followed the first evening when Jesus
spoke the Great Name and bound the room fast, the evil spirit did
not enter it any more; and in a little while from remembrance,
Jesus blotted out for Joseph the agony that had risen from the
grave of youth and had gathered about old age and infirmity.
Mary was greatly uplifted when she learned of the sleep without
fear that had come to Joseph through her son. So Jesus spoke to
her of the work the merchant had offered him. He told of his will
that Mary, his sisters and Joseph should come and live with him at
Capernaum. But when he had made an end of the telling, Mary became
dark in herself and sorrowfully answered:
"Son, it may not be. Oft-times I have dreamed that I should
live in thy house, and great to me was the Joy of that dream. But
it may not be."
And Jesus was vexed in spirit, for he had set his heart on this
thing. Nevertheless he contained himself and asked, "Why may I not
give comfort to my mother and my sisters? Why may I not, now I
have worked this good deed for Joseph, deliver ye all from this
woman Sarah?"
Mary made swift answer: "Son Jesus, I am weary. I am not, at my
age, able for the conflict that would arise through the break up
of the household. The sparrow and the eagle may not nest together.
Even if thou dost Persuade Joseph through thy power to go with
thee, he will be sorrowful and ill-content, living in thy house.
For Thomas is as the apple of thy father's eye. Those who are
kindred spirits may not be separated from one another. Joseph's
only joy is the good and seemly work wrought by the master-craftsman who is indeed in his own
image. Nay, son Jesus," she cried and laid her hand upon his cheek
with gentleness when he would protest. "Surely thou knowest that
thou art not as other men. As overseer in this merchant's
counting-house thou art in bonds to another. He win tell thee to
go here and there, to wrest the pennies from the poor, and thou
wilt refuse to obey him. Verily, thou art not born to serve
merchants; and in a little while, thou wilt not be overseer but
cast out from the counting house, and a wanderer once more."
Now Mary spoke wise and true words. But loving her deeply Jesus
would not yet yield and said: "If I lose my hire in this counting
house I can work as a labourer in the olive groves."
"But such hire will not suffice for a household, and the
comforts needed by a sick man," cried Mary.
"Take no thought mother, for the morrow," was her son's answer.
"Behold the flowers of the field. Our Heavenly Father careth for
them. Neither do they toil nor spin. Wherefore then dost thou
doubt me and my Father? Oh, woman, thou art indeed of little
faith."
And Mary said she would seek the counsel of her sister-in-law,
Mary Clopas. But she, too, was of the same mind.
Perceiving that naught would change his mother in her will to
remain at Nazareth, Jesus told the merchant that he would not
serve as his overseer. For a while he was cast down, hurt in his
heart, because these two women were without faith.
Of all these things he spoke to John, his disciple at a later
time. For John loved Mary, the mother of Jesus, and had asked him
why he would not dwell, at her demand, in her house.
But from that hour he knew that he was not as other men. Not
for him a life passed among his brethren.
For a time because of his love for his mother he had believed
he might be a father to his sisters and to her a staff and support
in old age.
In the days that followed the rejection of that belief he spoke
little and was gathered into himself.

CHAPTER VII
JESUS would no longer remain as a bondman in the house of his
younger brother, so he hired himself to Eldad, whose wife, Esther,
had been one of the circle that had gathered about him in the
evening on the slope of the hill. Eldad owned many fields, and the
wheat was now ripe for the harvest.
Soon after sunrise on a day of heat Jesus told his mother of
this thing. Almost she fainted away, and he could give her no
comfort. For when she came to herself she held him to her crying
with a hard grief that she could not let him go from her.
In the evening Thomas, who was at heart a good man, put
jealousy from him and asked Jesus to remain a member of the
household. He promised him the hours of freedom that he had been
denied. But still Jesus would not yield. Later, when Mary had
rested and might speak without tears, she prayed him to tell her
his reasons for this third departure from his home.
"Mother, it is for the lengthening of thy tranquility I go
hence. When I am not here ease will come to thee. I fear not those
who hurt the body; I fear those who make an assault upon the soul.
While I am in this house Sarah will torment thee and seek thy
dishonour. And when thou art persecuted by this woman anger is
mine, darkness gathereth about my understanding. We, two, may not
dwell together. Verity thou hast chosen that this should be
so."
Mary could not deny these words. Knowing in her heart that the
light that Gabriel had once bestowed in an early time was going
from her, leaving behind only the common day, she was resigned and
rose up and blessed her son, praying that the King of Heaven should
have him in His keeping.
Thus these two parted, and in the early morning of the next day
Jesus cut blades of corn with a sickle on a hill that was one
hour's journey from Nazareth. At night he slept in a barn in the
company of other labourers. And though the toil was heavy, Jesus
suffered no hardship, for in spirit he was glad.
At nightfall he found his freedom. He no longer heard Sarah's
brawling voice or his sisters' plaints when she harried them. He
might seek communion at moonrise and sunrise with the angels and
his Father, no man or woman hindering him. Only at times he was
lonely for his mother. He saw her once in two weeks on the Sabbath
day when he went from the highlands to Nazareth. There they would
meet and he would see his sisters or Seth, and they talked
together, sitting beyond an ancient sycamore that stood in a field
a little way from their home. He would not enter that home because
of Sarah and what trouble his appearance in it might lay up for
Mary and his sisters.
There is an evil which spreads like a plague, corrupting even
the innocent. Thus it was that though Mary bore requests from
Thomas that Jesus should come and sit at meat with the family, he
did not eat of his bread or salt, and remained the stranger to his
board, the wanderer from his tribe.
His sisters told him that Sarah now went softly in all that
concerned his mother. Thus tranquility came to Mary. But she had
lost that radiance and grace of living which only her first-born
could bestow upon her and those about him.

CHAPTER VIII
A PHARISEE named Gershon had come to Nazareth from Capernaum.
He was a man of learning who fasted in summer, winter, spring and
autumn. He was much esteemed for his way of life, his long prayers
and his power to cast out devils.
Certain Pharisees declare that there is laughter in Paradise.
But Gershon was not one of these. Always he went about making dark
faces, frowning and uttering prophecies of evil that was shortly
coming to the people. Only when he cast out devils did his
countenance change. Then he was with power.
Eldad had a son named Medad who was possessed by a stubborn
devil which would not go hence even when, before all the people,
Gershon wrestled with it. And Eldad was very sorrowful because his
first-born had not the heart of a man but was given the heart of a
beast.
He spoke to Jesus of his grief, saying: "I had two sons. One
was lovely as Jonathan, but he was smitten by a sore fever and
taken from us. O cruel death that plucks the flower and leaves
behind the thistle, which is a cause only for pain and bitterness.
The Pharisee who abides in the house of the Scribe of Nazareth in
these past weeks, has failed to cast out this devil who has for
five years possessed my son. Wherefore there is no cure for him in
this life, and my wife has passed the age when she may bear
children. So I shall go down into the darkness of death leaving
behind no heir, no child who will be a good testimony to me in
future generations."
To a Jew this indeed was the last bitterness. And moved with compassion Jesus said: "Let me speak with thy son,
and peradventure, I may in time compel this demon to come out of
him."
Now the young man was not suffered to go among his father's
labourers because of the shame that arose through others
perceiving his wantonness. So Eldad would not grant the demand
made by Jesus, saying:
"There is only one man in Galilee, who through his holiness,
has power to heal my son. That man is Gershon, the Pharisee.
Wherefore, I shall take Medad with me to Nazareth on this very
evening and once more pray the holy man to smite this devil. But
come with me so that I may have one I can trust to aid me if Medad
foams and raves or makes an assault upon those he may
encounter."
By the light of a great moon Jesus went with the father and the
possessed son down the hill to Nazareth. This time the Pharisee
boasted that he would assuredly triumph over the evil and bring
Medad back into his own body.
Certain of the people of the village gathered about them
waiting and watching for the miracle. The Pharisee made a fire in
that field and cast quicklime about it so that the devil might be
driven into the flames and not enter into another, being swiftly
consumed. "On the coasts of the Sea of Galilee the devil might be
driven into the water where he would drown," said the old Scribe.
"But if there be no water at hand fire is the other element that
assuredly destroys such beastliness."
Medad made no sound when his father led him before Gershon. He
was quiet and like any other man in his demeanour until the
Pharisee had uttered a prayer and conjured the devil to come out
of him. Then, suddenly, he foamed at the mouth, cursing the holy
man, and he snatched a brand from the fire and shouting and
laughing thrust it into his face. So wild and menacing was he that
three men seized him and flung him to the earth, holding him
there.
The Pharisee uttered long prayers over the felled youth. But
these, too, were of no avail, the devil still held fast to Medad. And at last the Gershon said to his
father: "There is no Pharisee, no man living who can cure thy
son."
Then the people groaned, awed by the monster of iniquity that
dwelt within the son of this now stricken father who bewailed his
destiny and rent his robe.
In a little while when he was calm again, the Pharisee
commanded certain strong youths to bind Medad with cords, for this
holy man suffered from the burn of the brand thrust in his face
and feared lest another assault be made upon him by this
devil.
But Jesus came between the youths and Medad and bade them
remain where they stood. Then softly he spoke to him saying:
"Arise, brother. The Father is with me, and through His
Authority I command the unclean spirit to set free this prisoner
and go hence into darkness."
A hush fell upon the little gathering of people. In that
silence Medad rose up, and he was as a giant who towered aboved
Jesus. But his body trembled like a reed in the wind and tears
coursed down his cheeks. With a great sigh be cast himself on the
earth at the feet of the Master.
"My deliverer," was his cry, and it smote strangely on the
hearing of those who stood by.
It seemed that the cry came out of another life, out of a tomb.
It seemed indeed as if one came back from the dead to live in that
quivering, tormented flesh. Soon the great body tossed about no
more. It stayed quiet as the man raised his eyes to the healer and
said: "Who art thou&emdash;a prophet? Is it Elijah who calls me
back from the night in which I have been caged these many
years?"
"Nay, nay," said Jesus hastily. "Arise, follow me, come
home."
Whereupon the young master turned upon his heel, walked swiftly
through the circle of murmuring people and turned his face to the
hills. And the giant went after that slender shape, his head bent,
going like a dog in the track of his owner.
Then the people began to praise God, for they were greatly moved because a Nazarite had healed where a proud
Pharisee from Jerusalem had failed to heal.
Now, while in this village Gershon lived with the old Scribe
who had been the enemy of Jesus and had persecuted him in the days
of his childhood. This same man went on sticks and his soul was as
hooped as was his twisted body; and he went to and fro among the
simple folk whispering malice, saying: "I remember this Jesus in
past years. He broke the Sabbath, ten times, twenty times, he
blasphemed wickedly, speaking aloud the Great Name. Many are his
offences. Even in these past weeks this Jesus consorted with the
robbers who live in the caves of the mountains above the Way of
the Sea. It is through his friend and companion Beelzebub he has
driven out this demon. 'Ware then of this carpenter's son; 'Ware
then of the cloud of evil that enshrouds him. Verily, like a
plague, he will invest ye all with his sins."
These and other sayings the old man scattered among the crowd,
and he was like a sower who casts thistle-seed and no good grain
over the earth. Some of it took root, and in time thrust forth
thorns.
All men knew the Pharisee to be devout; and they talked with
one another saying: "Gershon fasts in summer, winter, spring and
autumn. Jesus does not fast. Gershon's discourses in the synagogue
are longer than any that have been spoken within the memory of
man."
"And he is," said other simple folk, "therefore, an example of
holiness more notable than any heretofore known in Galilee. Only
what is good cometh from him."
"So," said the Scribe, "Gershon did not heal, because, where
there is an obstinate devil, only another superior devil can be
master and drive the beastliness forth."
Scandal travels with sureness from one to another in a little
place. In other times the people of Nazareth had lived somewhat
gaily and wantonly. They were despised because of their past
reputation by the devout Jews of the city. So they had greatly
esteemed the honour paid to them by a Pharisee coming from Jerusalem and
dwelling in their midst.
According to the belief of the elder folk, it seemed that his
very presence there would find them favour with the God of Israel.
So, in spite of their wonder at the miracle wrought by Jesus, they
hardened their hearts and came to see evil where, in the hour of
the healing, they had only seen good.
With the passing of two or three days the mischief increased,
and so set did the people become against Jesus, they asked the
Pharisee to visit Thomas's household. And while he was in his
workshop this man came into the living-room to peep and pry. He
would see whether the plates and cups were clean, whether all was
kept in a seemly way according to the Law of Moses. Filled with
self-righteousness he sought to find cause for offence even among
the kin of Jesus. Thus would he be justified before all the
people.
During that time the offender cut the wheat and helped to
gather it into the barns, his soul serene, his demeanour gay
because now he lived in full freedom in a family that esteemed him
and loved him for the healing he had wrought, for the grace of his
speech, the laughter in his voice, his jests, his songs.
Wherever he went Medad followed him; and soon the stricken
first-born who had never worked, laboured side by side with his
healer. Soon he cut more blades of corn than any other man in the
same day. Soon he talked freely, and at the bidding of Jesus,
served his mother, carrying her pitcher, going here and there for
her. And he who had answered all with curses now spoke only kindly
words. He was like the grain of mustard seed&emdash;in a short
while his mind and spirit growing to a good height, giving comfort
to his family and to those about him.

CHAPTER IX
THEY beat the grain with flails. The sun laughed down at them;
they laughed up at it. They toiled and they sang.
But Eldad came from his house. He bade Jesus lay down his
flail, rest and wipe the sweat from his brow. The young man did
not question this strange command given in the noon of the day, he
obeyed, and for a little while stretched himself out in the cool
shadow of the barn.
There were little drops of water on his master's, cheeks. They
were not tears of sweat, they were tears of sorrow. Still Jesus
did not question, but followed him when again there came the word
of command.
Thomas stood in the best room of the house. He wore the good
raiment of the prosperous trader while his brother's garments were
poor and torn by the thorns of the fields.
The face of the carpenter was angry and he spoke swiftly,
"Because of thee, Jesus, the people of Nazareth are turned against
me and my household. They say that thou art the servant of the
Prince of Darkness."
"Then the children of light have become the children of this
world, seeing only evil in a good deed."
"Who art thou to set thyself up against the authority of the
Pharisee and the Scribe?" cried Thomas.
And Jesus answered in heat: "Beware of the Scribe and the
Pharisee who believe that by long prayers they find favour with
God, who in good see only evil. Master," he continued, speaking to
Eldad, "is not thy first-born whole? Have I not rendered unto thee
the son that was lost?"
"Yea, yea," returned Eldad, "and I know that the demons are as
strange to thee as the night is to the day."
Here Thomas took up the word, not suffering the goodman to
continue in his speech.
"Brother, I spoke in wrath because I am afraid. Work that
should have been given to me has gone to another by reason of thy
healing of Medad. The Scribe travels from house to house speaking
against the Devil through whom, he says, thou hast cast out a
devil. Wherefore, unless thou dost depart from the neighborhood
of Nazareth, we are in danger of losing our livelihood. Verily, I
am sorrowful because I come to entreat thee to be once more a
wanderer. We are in an evil case, so also is Eldad. Young men in
Nazareth declare that they will come and bum this house if thou
dost not go hence from it. It is not meet that thou shouldst be a
cause for destruction and break up this good man's peace."
"And my mother?" asked Jesus.
"She is silent, for she would not bid thee go."
Then Eldad spoke, saying: "I would send a messenger to my
brother, the merchant, who lives in Caesarea Philippi. I would
have one who is trusty for this purpose inasmuch as he is to be
the bearer of a purse of money&emdash;my brother's inheritance.
Jesus, wilt thou be my messenger?"
"And abide there?"
"Yea, for a season. He will employ thee in his commerce if thou
dost bear word from me."
Jesus bowed his head in assent; he was indeed too stricken for
further speech.
And Eldad strove to utter comforting words, saying:
"The Scribe is old and has but a little time before him in
which to exercise the malice of his tongue. Soon he will be
gathered to his fathers. With his passing remembrance of the
scandal will pass as swiftly as a mountain tempest from the face
of the sea of Galilee."
"I shall go at sunrise," said Jesus, and then fell into a
silence from which Thomas could not rouse him. So, shamed and
troubled, the young carpenter took his leave of him and of Eldad, hastening down the hill, looking
neither to the right nor to the left in his going.
For great spirits the years of early manhood are often the
years of loneliness. Jesus had given of the treasures of his heart
to his own people and they had rejected him. So he told Eldad
that, in the coming days, he would keep his own counsel, he would
not speak to strangers of Nazareth or of his own kin.
"Be not cast down," said this goodman. "All things pass. Evil
flourishes only for a season. Thou wilt return in triumph to
Nazareth. For thy mother has told me of the Messengers of God who
came to her. They declare that thou art set apart for a high
purpose."
"That may or may not be," answered Jesus, "but until my
Heavenly Father reveals his purpose, I shall not reveal myself to
others."
Eldad perceived that Jesus suffered. Deep was the hurt dealt
him by the people of Nazareth. The gay singer was gone as the
early dew from the flower when the heat of the day is come. And
the elder sighed, troubled by the cruelty of time.

CHAPTER X
WHEN morning came and the people of the house had gone into the
fields, Eldad gave Jesus a seamless coat which was of such
thickness it would withstand the cold of the mountains about
Caesarea Philippi. He let Jesus go secretly, for Medad loved him
and would assuredly accompany him on his journey if he had
knowledge of it.
But before the last words of farewell were spoken, this
prosperous husbandman bowed himself down before his servant and
entreated him saying:
"Verily, thou art Lord and I am servant."
This was the first time that any elder had asked for the
blessing of Jesus, hailing him as master and seer. For a little
while the young man remained silent and troubled; then he lifted
up his hand and gave the blessing.
It was a day of cloud filled with the menace of rain, and all
the people were abroad in the fields or in the barns either
gathering the corn or storing up the grain for the winter-time.
The road was solitary for a part of the way and Jesus and a young
man of the household of Eldad made good speed. They conversed
together as they walked, and the youth, who carried in a wallet
food for the journey, told his secrets to Jesus, who hearkened and
gave counsel. So the day slipped by.
Towards evening the travellers entered the Way of the Sea which
is also known as the "Valley of Doves". A mighty mountain rose
before them, and within this mountain there were as many caves as
cells in a honeycomb. And Amon told Jesus that, at one time,
rebels had taken shelter in these caves and had held the
valley against an army. But the Romans overcame their defenses, and
going up to the mountain's summit, they had loosed down cages
filled with soldiers. These men had thrust iron hooks into the
caves which dragged forth the rebels. Then they were cast over the
edge of the cliff and, falling a thousand cubits, perished
miserably in the valley below.
"And now it is a valley of peace," said Jesus, gazing at the
doves which circled to and fro round and about them. Their gentle
calling in the red light of the dying day, spoke of rest and
peaceful sleep for the weary traveller.
A little way beyond the wayfarers where the valley sank below
them, they perceived caravans and camels. These carried
merchandise and travelled slowly along the road. But suddenly,
violently, the peace of that valley was broken by shouts and
menaces, by wild men leaping among the rocks who hurled stones and
rolled boulders down upon the camels and caravans.
A loud clamour arose, and some of the camels and their riders
fled up the road towards Jesus and Amon, while others who drove
the caravans flung themselves down before these wild men and were
instantly slaughtered.
Amon compelled Jesus to come with him and hide among rocks some
distance from the high road. There they remained watching and
listening until the clamour and the groans died away into silence.
Then in the dark before moonrise, Jesus and Amon whispered
together and determined to lie in this place for the night. They
opened their wallet, and after partaking of food Jesus said a
prayer that calmed his companion's fears, and they laid themselves
down to rest. But hour after hour Amon stayed awake, then, falling
asleep, he awoke crying and trembling.
Jesus asked what troubled his spirit. And between his times of
shuddering the young man said:
"I dreamed the dream of foreknowledge. The robbers who dwell in
the mountain caves, came upon me and hung me up above a fire,
where I was being slowly roasted and choked to death by the smoke;
and the agony of the flame was with me even as I woke in this cold
dawn."
Jesus strove to comfort this distraught youth. But he cried:
"What I have known in pain and terror in this past night has been
the portion of others who were taken by robbers to their dens in
the hills. Wherefore my dream is a warning, and if I would escape
the torment of the slow fire I must fly before sunrise from this
accursed valley."
Snatching up the wallet, Amon went stumbling down between the
rocks with Jesus following and calling softly to him. But he would
not be stayed by any kindly voice or brave words. The last his
companion saw of him was a flitting shadow in the light of the
waning moon hastening up the road to the west and towards
home.
It was not far from day, and Jesus waited patiently for the
change and brightness of the dawn. When at last it came he found a
little pool made by the rains in a cup of rock, and he drank from
it. Then, fastening his sandals, he rose up and continued his
journey along the valley. It was quiet now and seemingly deserted
of all save those messengers of peace&emdash;the white doves.
These again flew to and fro and were indeed like a token of the
Holy Spirit's presence in the stillness of that early day when all
men rest in the blindness of steep.
But the robbers had left behind a watcher who stood at the neck
or narrow part of the defile. And of a sudden he came upon Jesus
with menaces crying:
Who art thou, dog, and where goest thou?"
Jesus halted, and neither trembling nor flinching, said
"I am a landless and a homeless man."
"Nay, that is a lie. Thy fine coat betrays thee. Thou art one
of the rich men who despoil and oppress the poor." Whereupon he
drew his dagger from its sheath.
Jesus laughed at his words. Thrusting back the coat he bared
his breast and advanced it towards the blade of the upraised knife
saying: "Brother, I have nothing to offer thee of mine own but
this fine coat and my life. Verily, thou art welcome to my life if it will ease
thy wrath against man and God."
Then the robber peered and gaped at him, for he was astonished
at his courage.
But he made answer: "These are a braggart's words. Kneel while
I slit thy throat to the ears."
The young Galilean smiled easily and held his ground saying:
"My life is of little account when eternal life stretches before
me. Truly a man's life may be likened to a dream dreamt at the
opening day. For some it is an ill dream, for others pleasing. But
to all it is only of value in what they take from it of wisdom and
of purity of heart. I am prepared, brother, slay me, and thus,
maybe, thou wilt find ease from bitterness."
The robber believed that Jesus made mock of him. Wherefore,
liking both the mockery and this dignity in the face of death, he
sheathed his dagger and said: "Thou art after mine own heart,
fearless as we are fearless, a true comrade. So come with me and
break thy fast in the company of my band who dwell in the caves of
the crags above, and we will make merry together, drinking the
wine from the caravans taken yester-eve on this very road." Jesus
must perforce go with him. He had no other choice. They passed by
a dead camel, all that remained of yesterday's battle, for the
robbers had taken away the slain.
"This part of the valley hath the narrowness of a needle's
eye," said the thief. "Wherefore few men escape from us here." And
he continued his talk, telling of his wild life and violent
deeds.
Remembering his determination to keep his own counsel Jesus
remained silent. They went up and around the cliff along a
twisting path between scarred boulders that stood like sentinels
guarding the caves and the mountain's secrets.
Then, when at last they came into the heart of the hill, it
seemed as if the traveller were trapped in a prison he might never
leave&emdash;so crooked and so many were the paths that led to
it.
They entered a round chamber lit by torches. At first some
twenty men gathered like wolves about Jesus giving him fierce glances. But the robber told them that Jesus
was of their kind.
"He is an outcast, and such is his courage he is fitted to lead
us in our forays, inasmuch as he is not afraid to die."
Jesus remained silent. He was placed beside the chief, a man as
great in stature as Goliath. Then all sat down and drank wine and
partook of goat's flesh while requiring further tidings of the
stranger.
His captor told of his encounter with him and of his strange
speech concerning the world beyond the grave. These men who lived
dangerously, hearkened eagerly, for they knew not the hour when
they might be taken by the soldiers and put to a sorry and
tormented death.
"And what will be our portion of eternal life?" they
enquired.
"The goodman," answered Jesus, "will dwell with the angels
before the throne of God and will walk in His gardens."
"And have plenty and riches beyond measure?" asked a lean
sharp-faced man.
"It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle
than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God."
Silence followed these words. The thieves gazed at the speaker
in astonishment.
Then the first robber cried: "The dead camel
the needle's
eye of the valley! Again, friend, thou makest merry," and he broke
into loud laughter.
"Nay, thou hast well said," came the chief's words, and
thereupon he turned and rebuked the noisy fellow. "Only fools bray
at wisdom. Cease thy laughter and be silent if thou hast no
understanding of great sayings."
Then he turned to Jesus and questioned him.
"Sir, what will be thy work in the coming days? I would have
thee as a comrade sharing our danger and our plunder. Wilt thou be
one of us?"
Jesus answered boldly: "I am a healer and not a destroyer."
"Nay, nay," said the chief, "we destroy only to build. We
gather treasure so that we may scatter it in the service of the oppressed people of our race. Lo, we of
the robber-band were all children of the young men who went into
battle against the Romans following the banner of Juda, the
Gaulonite. We saw our fathers perishing in torment on crosses. We
hearkened in terror to their groans of agony, and afterwards we
were outcasts and knew the pains of hunger, cold and nakedness. So
those of us who were strong enough to live through such hardships,
came together and vowed that we would avenge our fathers, and when
the time was ripe, rise in insurrection and deliver Jerusalem of
the prophets, out of the hands of the accursed heathen. For this
purpose we plunder rich men. And when we have gathered enough
treasure we go into the cities in beggars' garments and lay some
of it in store in a sure Place against the time of the
insurrection. With the rest we buy arms, for we would be better
provided than our fathers who had but clubs, sickles and the
weapons of the husbandman. Now I would have thee join our band
because I perceive thou art a wise man and fearless."
"Wherefore I come to heal and not to destroy," repeated
Jesus.
"Then thou wilt not be one of us?"
"I have said."
At these words of Jesus the robbers made an outcry, and it was
some little while before the chief could gain a hearing.
"Stranger, thou art a prisoner," he said, "and must remain one
of our band else we may be betrayed by thee."
"Of what service is the healer to the destroyer?" Jesus
asked.
"How do I know that in speaking of healing thou art but seeking
to escape from our service?" said the chief. "But I can measure
thee in this matter."
Then he led Jesus into a smaller cave wherein lay a wounded man
who had the look of one like to die.
"Behold my brother and my beloved, the one who alone of all my
kin has not so far perished in wars and tumults. Now he is in an
evil case. "And the man wept; only after a while could he command his voice
and speak again.
"Stranger," he said, "I know the signs of death, for I have
seen many men die. I know that there is little chance that even a
skilled physician can save my brother. If thou, who art a healer,
can stay his course into the shadows, then for the priceless boon
of his life, I will render to thee thy freedom from my
service."
The sick man, who was named Judas, stirred, gazing up at the
chief, and there was the terror of death in his eyes. Now Jesus
had determined that he would hold himself apart from men and work
no more miracles. But he was moved to compassion for one who was
afraid to face the last freedom, which is release from the body of
dust. So he called for spring water. Then he removed the rags from
the wound, washed it and bound it up in a clean linen cloth.
Judas cried and wept and it seemed as if he would pass hence in
his agony. Jesus laid hands upon his brow, speaking words of
courage. In a little while Judas was comforted, and, sighing, fell
asleep.
"In sleep there is resurrection," whispered Jesus.
"Yea, if the deliverer is with the sleeper," murmured the
chief, awed by the light that came from the stranger's hands.
They watched all through the night, and towards morning the
elder brother believed that the spirit of the younger had fled, so
quiet he was, so deep his slumber.
It was the hour of weariness and despair. Courage failed. The
chief rose and paced to and fro, muttering and murmuring like a
man in a fever. When he would not heed the signs that commanded
silence, Jesus went to him and was as a small, slim boy standing
beside this giant. He took hold of his arm and with violence
thrust him out of the cave, then returned to Judas who had been
roused by his brother's speech. The healer's hands passed to and
fro above his brow and rested on it once more while he spoke words
that called back sleep to the sufferer.
The proud chief, who no man dared constrain in any manner,
stretched himself out at the mouth of that cave and lay there like
a dog waiting for his master.
It was not until evening that Jesus stumbled over the body that
lay across the threshold, rousing up its owner who, in spite of
desolate sorrow, had fallen asleep.
Jesus was swooning from weariness and from the loss of that
light that had gone out of him into the sick man. Wherefore the
chief lifted him up as if he were a child and laid him to rest in
his own place. Then he went to his brother, and perceiving the
colors of health upon his cheeks, knew that the grave was
defeated. Death had passed him by.
* * * * *
A feast was given and the robbers sat again at meat with Jesus.
They made merry, glad because of the miracle that had given back
life to Judas and a brave spirit to their chief. Then, after they
had eaten and were filled, they gathered around the healer and
asked him many questions.
He spoke of simple life, telling stories of the husbandmen who
gather in the grain, of the mother and wife who cared for the
household and of all that round of toil and peaceful living which
these men had forsaken or had never known.
Some wept for what they had lost, others boasted of their deeds
of blood and spoke of the time when they would gather the people
of Galilee together in an army and, marching against the Romans,
drive them from the land and thus free the chosen people.
"Then we shall overthrow the rich who oppress the poor," they
cried. "We shall cast down the betrayers of our country from their
high places and, seizing their possessions, rule in their
stead."
"And ye will be rich as they are?" asked Jesus.
"Yea, yea," cried the robbers, "and we shall live
gloriously."
"Until the Romans return with another army?" enquired
Jesus.
"Yea, and if they do we shall offer battle and once more drive
them out of the land of our fathers."
Jesus sighed and made as if he would speak, but he held his
peace. Then after much boasting, shouting and singing, some of the
robbers went on guard and others slept.
Jesus remained alone with the chief, and after a silence this
robber said: "Stranger, thou hast not even told me thy name. Very
lovely art thou in my sight, and so I would not let thee depart, I
would keep thee to aid us in our work for the delivery of
Israel."
And suddenly Jesus answered: "Is it better for me to heal than
to destroy?"
Looking at his sleeping brother, the chief said:
Verily, it is better that thou shouldst heal."
"But if I remain with thee I must take up arms. So I shall
become a destroyer."
"Yea, all we who are outcasts, are compelled at some time to
defend ourselves with arms," said the chief sadly. "For we always
live in peril and know not the hour when the enemy will discover
us. I cannot offer thee safety, but I can offer thee service for
our country and my love."
"I am a man of peace and may best serve my people as the healer
and the comforter when my call comes
so let me go."
"Nay, I cannot let thee go."
Then Jesus reminded him of his oath&emdash;that he had sworn to
give him freedom from service if he healed his brother. And the
chief could not deny the pledge. So, sorrowfully, after much
wrestling of spirit, he consented to let the stranger go.
"Promise me one thing," he said, "return again within two
years. For if I have not perished I would listen to thy wise
sayings and gain comfort from thy counsel."
Jesus promised that some day he would journey back to the
Valley of Doves, and if he did not find him there would seek
tidings of him elsewhere. They parted good friends. When the chief
returned alone to the caves he said to Judas, "I have known many
men in my time, but not one of them was like unto this man.
Assuredly he is one of the prophets come again."
He is, peradventure, the deliverer named in the Holy Book who
will free our people," said Judas.
"Nay, he is a man of peace," answered his brother.
"The deliverer must take up a sword and even as the kings of
Israel lead his men into battle."
Afterwards the chief considered these words of Judas and at
times pondered over them, then laid them up in store among those
memories that, when nourished, bear fruit in due season.

CHAPTER XI
A COUSIN of Eldad lived near the Valley of Doves. Having
discovered his hut Jesus presented the old man with a gift from
his kinsman, but rejecting his hospitality, set out on the road
once more. It was his desire not to converse with others, to hold
himself apart, and in the quiet win back communion with his
Father. The full freedom of such communion had been lost to him
since that ill day when Thomas had pronounced the sentence of
banishment.
A youth who sang the song of the fisherman came by. He ceased
from singing and gave the greeting of the road to Jesus. No answer
was made to this greeting. But the wayfarer was not troubled by
what seemed churlishness, and for a while these two walked side by
side in silence.
The singer spoke suddenly: "What is thy name and tribe? My name
is John." His voice was deep and strong, his body lean and
shapely. For an instant Jesus gazed up at him, then he lowered his
head and bent his brows upon the road once more.
As if he had answered him John continued: "My father is named
Zebedee, and I have also a brother called James. Until yesterday
he has been with me every day of my life since I was born. He is
dear to me beyond all others of my kin. Some call us 'the two
eagles', others 'the sons of thunder'. For we are not easily
silenced; and our song, which is loud like thunder and deep as the
sea in its sound, is famed among all the fishermen who sail their
boats upon the lake of Galilee."
Jesus smiled at this talk, but held his peace.
My father sends me to his kinsfolk with greetings so that he
might sever us twain," said John. "He declares that we will never
make friends and comrades of men if we, who find all happiness in
each other's company, are not thus separated for a time."
Jesus did not lift his head when John halted in his speech; he
gave no sign that he had heard his story.
The young man was not daunted. He spoke of his tribe and his
home, of his mother who believed that some great destiny lay
before her two sons. At this saying he tossed back his head and
laughed, and the rocks echoed back that laughter which continued
until it seemed as if the very stones shared and returned the joy
of this youth, who might have been born at sunrise, so eager was
he for life and for the days that lay before him and his
brother.
But his companion remained gathered into himself.
Then John told of days passed upon the lake, of the silver and
brown fish he caught, of his skill in mending nets, of the storms
that sweep down from the mountains and entrap the fishermen. He
spoke of shipwrecks on the waters and of the danger of the deep
from which God and not his own swimming had delivered him. Many a
tale he told of good hours of toil upon that sea, of days when the
sun shone and the face of the lake was smooth as glass and labour
was sweet in that time when the hours fled away while they watched
by the nets or dragged them in and made them yield up their
treasure, which was despatched to the towns and sold in their
markets. But he declared that his mother erred in her belief of a
great destiny for her sons, "Inasmuch as my desire is only to live
thus, sailing upon the lake, fishing, toiling at the nets, and in
the evening, resting in the company of my brother, holding
conversation with him beneath the stars. We are truly content with
each other and have no desire or need of any other love or
life."
To all these things Jesus made no answer. So |