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"Since marrying I feel unable to do anything meaningful"
Dear Ayal, Thank you for this opportunity to contact you. It seems to me that after I got married somehow I was not able to work or get a job or do something positive with my life. I do not know what happened but I have become totally dependent in terms of money. I have tried to change my career and start something new and I do not even know what to do or what I would like to do. I look for jobs (any) and I do not even get interviews. Something inside happened and I do not know what. Please advise, I want to work in something meaninful and earn my own money. I was raised really dependent and my father alwayse gave me everything i wanted. after he died i found a job, i left my mom and rented my appartment, even though my mother hated me because she felt abandoned (I should have taken care of her, and replace my father), I did it and I felt good and happy doing my life. then I meet my husband and I got married, and since that I have not been able to do something mininful with my life. Please advise, how I am creating this pattern?
Hi - well I think from what you said, that the answers are right there in your letter. Your experience and energetic pattern of living with a man, i.e. your father, was to be dependent on him. That is the pattern that your brain has in its filing system, locked in as to what living with a man IS. So, when you're on your own, that pattern doesn't apply. But when you marry, and live with a man again, the old pattern clicks in, and boom, you're dependant again. So, what you need to do is erase that old pattern, or belief structure, and put a new one in its place. To do this, read the Laws of the Universe, and use the formula for changing core beliefs to create a new belief system for yourself. Blessings, Ayal
Come to Merhaven!Ayal & Hawk Hurst offer a "Bed no Breakfast" service in Charleston, South Carolina (see Merhaven) and if you would like to come stay here and do some intensive healing work with Ayal, we can set that up as a package that includes lodging (not meals) and intensive healing work. We could also offer it as a package weekend in which you could learn to make a flute or a drum with Hawk (see his website) - it would be a very special and powerful healing time that would involve art, music, hands on healing, counseling, soul retrieval (if needed) and Akashic record work, etc... Whatever meets your needs for an intensive healing/quantum leap experience.  228. "I'm scared of being hurt in a relationship"
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